Resurrection

It has been after a real long time that I got back on the blog-seat. Yeah. life was taking its toll and I was not actually finding a good enough reason to blog. But today it striket me.. what else could be a beteer reason than "no reason" .. i guess thats what blogs are meant for.

Life had been really exciting since my last post. Have touched all corners from Crush-at-work to start-up fever. Its interesting to look back and see the twists life takes for no particular reason. Have also read a couple of good books: 7 habbits of highly effective people and World is flat. Had a chance to visit pune and Coimbotore ( both were businees trips, even before starting it) .

The past month was full of expedetion, more internal than external , i would say. I cought hold "Bhagwat Gita" , which I was lucky to get for just Rs 20 from Bikaner Rly. station. Read the first three chapters. Was able to erlate and get answers to some of my seemingly eternal queries. Like who defines the rules, whats the purpose of life.. whats my duty.. whats on god's mind.. is there a GOD at all. Was strangled a few times in the subtleties of these transcedental ideas. But what I got out of all this exploration ( though its not complete) is that...life is a plain field.. you enter it with certain constraints and capabilities, with consciousness for perceiving whats happening in the feild. You perceive, you observe, you know , you choose and thats what takes you further in this game. Different people, at different times in life come up with philosophies ( or the Truth) which are largely goverend by the experiences they have had. I dont disagree with the existence of an intelligent creator and I really hope to get to realize that, but the fact that its own creations are heading towards self-desturction makes me imagine it as a fabric of energy which creates us all, and which ( the fabric of energy) will remain even after the "intelligent" manifestation destructs itself. There are situations when an individual has to leave things to his "fate", when things are out of control and he can just hope for the best. Though this hope, this faith can imperceptibly enhance one's capabilities. It was this blind faith in GOD which has lead human civilization to walk the first 5000 years of its existence ( untill the invaders came to life ), so with all due respect to the undefined and mysterious source and controller of us all, I take it to my incapability to perceive it and continue exploring while testifying the deductions of my tiny intelligence.

So, enuff of that.. life is rocking. Had a crush on this beautiful south-indian girl at work. Hope to get a little more physically and emotionally mature soon, so that I dont miss out at expressing myself. Bought a car ( Tata Indigo SX) for parents this diwali. Finally cancelled the GRE date. Learned the art of cooking. And back in full form to rule them all... coz the game is not over.